Published: February 14, 2014
The Motörhead icon reflects on health, legacy, and why slowing down felt worse than dying
In a revealing conversation with The New York Times, Motörhead frontman Lemmy Kilmister opened up about his health after the band was forced to postpone its European tour due to ongoing medical complications.
“I feel really bad,” Lemmy admitted. “I’ll never get another job again. I’m paying for the good times, I guess it’s a mixture of everything I’ve done. And I did plenty.”
The admission carried the weight of decades spent at the most extreme edge of rock and roll. Known for his unapologetic lifestyle of whiskey, cigarettes and relentless touring, Lemmy confessed a rare shift in habit: “I’ve quit smoking. I drink wine now, and that’s it.”
Only weeks earlier, Lemmy had issued a heartfelt statement to fans addressing the postponement:
“We have taken this decision because I am not quite ready to hit the road. However, I am working on getting my physical strength and good health back. Don’t worry I’m not about to start promoting veganism and soft drinks, but it’s fair to say I’ve been re-aligning my life to make sure I can return stronger than ever.
I was massively disappointed to say I wasn’t ready to hit the road, but not as disappointed as I would have been to go out there, play mediocre shows, then have to cancel due to health issues. When people come to see Motörhead, they expect a Motörhead show—and that’s exactly what they’ll get as soon as I’m fit and ready to fight.
Thank you for your patience and understanding. I’m getting stronger every day… so be ready, Europe. We will see you soon.”
For decades, Motörhead represented stamina, rebellion and raw authenticity. But age—and the heavy toll of living at maximum volume forced one of rock’s most indestructible figures to acknowledge his own limits.
Even then, the fire never left him.
Lemmy didn’t ask for sympathy. He didn’t apologize. He simply told the truth. And in classic Motörhead spirit, he promised to return only when he could deliver a show worthy of the name.
Because if Lemmy understood anything, it was this: The show must be loud. The show must be real. The show must be Motörhead.